I'm over the top with thing to do, people to see and places to go. I dont know if I'll get it all done in time. I don't know if I can take any more pressure. I will try my best and leave the rest up to god.

"Remember back in the day"- G-Dragon

Life was so easy then.

I was looking up information for a black sholarship and other then the first page that I clicked on, I could hardly find anything on my subject that I was researching.  A lot of pages popped up but none of them were on key with the information that I was looking for. I mean how hard is it to find information on black actors/actresses  in the 1960's? I starting to think that this is a common problem with online searches. How many history websites are out there? Maybe it was the topic? Maybe google is not as good as I thought... Whatever it is its making my essay harder to type because I don't know everything that I need to know. Maybe I should hit the books.

The new song one her album This One (crying like a child) is my favorite so far even though I haven't heard any of the rest of the songs on her album yet. I'm going have to buy the album if I can find it for a good price. This album is VERY different from the last album exdous...

I HAVE A NEW TOSHSHIBA!

Government and politics. What do I know about that? You see the way they have every thing under control. Or what they call control. But in truth what is control? Are you from control? There is no way to answer that is there?   Since there is no fix meaning to control, because there  has been so many interpretations of control that we truly don't know any more. That might be why I'm always confused. But for some of us are use to a state of confusion.

Schools out for the summer and I have alot of work to do over this summer. Oh well.  Yay, its summer ! No school for a little while...

The school year is almost over. Bit before it is, I have to finish my terrible finals. I just took physics, and I don't think  that I did to hot on the exam. My mind just totally blanked on me. Oh Well I'll do better next year. ( with three AP courses I better!) I have some summer assignments that I have to complete in French and US Gov. and Poltics.  Well after that its just going to be fun in the sun... after the year I had I hope so.  So many things have happen this year that has thrown me off my game. My younger brother, my older brothers, my classmates death in april, just to name a few. There are so many things in this life that we worry about, I wish that we didn't have to worry any more and could just live.
Have you ever felt like that?
I know that you have. Sometimes its okay to feel like that and sometimes you realize that you are only human and will do as we all do: worry. There is nothing bad about that.

Today I went to Karen's Birthday party. It was pretty cool, since we gamed and goofed the whole time. Karen had invited kylee, talon, lars, robert, hayden, elliot, dizzy and her boyfriend justin, John and his girlfriend Joanna, and myself. We played Call of Duty 4 and Super smash Brawl, Both at which I lost horribly at.  Then we had that mad dash to pile up and take pictures.  Peope were sitting on each other and eight people were trying to sit on on couch that would normally only sit 4 people comfortly. It was insane, but I had fun though.

I have been tried latey. It might have something to do with daylights saving time, but I doubt it. I don,t think I have been getting enough sleep and it bothers me. I believe that it has to do with this junior project that I'm trying top complete for school. You see you have to finish this project to graduate so this thing has to be well written... not bullshitted like I usually do. But I haven't been able to give this project my all because of French homework and my job. Silly right? I shouldn't be complaining, because after a while that gets REALLY annoying. So yeah, now you know. How are you? 

Okay, so it's mid-term week a Chambersburg Senior High School! HURAH!  *Please not the dire note of sarcasm in the last lines.* I have finished my  French, English, and Algebra 2 Exams over the past few days. Now all I have to do is deal with the Physics Exam tomorrow and my history Exam on thursday. After I get past that mine field, I could be good to go. Lately I have been studying while I have been listening to music and I don't know if it is helping me at all since I just keep getting up to dance to the song.
I have been going around trying to get some good winter photos but there is not enough snow on the ground to get any  good shots. I guess that I will have to try again at ice-fest. Maybe I can get a good shot in that doesn't look like a tourist took it. Maybe I will see some of you guys there... if I can get off work that day.
So, yeah that's pretty much it.

This whole month sucks. I have too much bookwork in all of my classes. The snow clouds is playing mind tricks on me. My little brother constantly bothers me. The X-mas gifts that I want to give are too high for me to buy. I still work at the burger place. Sigh.But that's not the main reason why I'm crushed. Yesterday I saw this boy that I use to like in the hallway. He nearly gave me a heart attack. ( he doesn't go to my school, he goes to vo-tech but, he comes back to the high school for 9th period physics. I saw him 8th period. ) He looked REALLY GOOD. I was at the library at the time and I stayed near the door the whole period so I could see him again. He never passed back through.  SOB,SOB,SOB. If you saw him you would understand my pain. He ran pass me last week when he was practicing for track, well him and ten other boys in shorts! ( its winter, for god's sake!) He looked hot then, and he looked hot yesterday as well. I don't Know when I'll get to see him again....and today is his birthday. Sob.

Happy thanksgiving everyone! I haven't been on the site for a while... sorry about that. A lot of things have been happen since my last post. I found a new crush (found out that he was gay. T-T), was constantly slaughtered by the constant flow of homework, and one of my friends is moving away. But it's okay, things happen. You got to bee happy for all of the things that don't change in your life.  Ask your self this question, are you thankful? What in your life hasn't changed and that you know that if it did, your life would not be the same. Think about it...

Okay, on the flip-side, my dad is attempting to fry the turkey this thanksgiving so if you hear of a large house fire in south central Pennsylvania you know that it was my house. Just Kidding! Have a good one!

The school year has finally started! Here's My Schedule:

Pd. 1 Honors English 11
Pd. 2 AP American History
Pd. 3 Honors Physics
Pd. 4 LUNCH!
Pd. 5 Honors French 3
Pd. 6 Culinary 2
Pd. 7 Speech
Pd. 8 Study hall
Pd. 9 Algebra 2

I have math at the end of the day, which kind of sucks. But I have lunch 4th period again, which isn't to bad.
I have made some new friends this year too. This one girl I eat lunch with is strange... in a good way. She is hard to describe since I just met her.
A friend of mine (a guy) is currently MIA, and wonder if he moved. Maybe I just haven't seen him yet. When you go to a school with over 2000 people attending ( teachers and students included) and your school is under construction, so there is even less space then there was the previous year, it's easy to miss someone.
The sophomores in my Honors Physics class scare me....
This year is going to be hard.

School is starting in six days, so I only have six days left to do what I didn't do yet. But  there is a slight problem. I don't know what I  didn't do yet! I'm not the kind of person that makes list and checks them twice. That's because I would loose the list before the week was up.   I guess I 'll just keep on doing what I was until I figure out what I can do with my last days....

Eleven grade is so going suck this year.

The Shackeltons concert was on friday and it was so awesome!
I had went to Sabrina's house so we could walk to the Capitol Theatre together. When we got there there was people milling around waiting on friends and getting tickets. Sabrina and I got our tickets, then we went to go get ice cream because we had time to kill. When we came back to the Theatre and waited for Jamie, Sam, and her boyfriend Alan to show up. When they got there, we all went into the Theatre. Sabrina had bought shirts for the both of us. We went to sit down. My friend Jamie and I had gotten a seat four rows from the stage, Which I thought was close but not to close. I didn't want to be in the mosh pit area, but I didn't want to be so far from the stage that I couldn't see the stage. My friend Sabrina was two rows behind me , and she wasn't too happy about that...( she got up and moved up later on in the show.) I had to by some tickets for my friend sam and her boyfriend because they were going to be late (her boyfriend just got off work at 7pm and he lived at one end of town and sam lived at the other end.), So when I got up to the ticket counter the lady asked me if I wanted front role tickets. I was like hell yeah I want to get my friends front row tickets! I called sam right after that . She was so happy that I got her front row seats after she found out that I wasn't lying.... "No way," She said. "front row? Your kidding me Denen!" No, I wasn't. The funny thing about that is that She forgot to tell her boyfriend, so when they got the tickets he was like ....speechless.

Another great thing about Friday night is that I got to see my friend Lizzie that I haven't seen in five months. She had came with my friends Karry Becky And Feliza. I was so shocked to see those four because Karry had told me that she wasn't coming. When she showed up with Lizzie I was confused. She said that she would be busy on friday. But she came any way. I'm glad that she did. 
 
I love the Shackeltons.
 

Well actually Its yellow. I can't wait for the show. Its only 5 days away and counting. I officially love this band!
I have been trying to get all my friends that love rock to go with me. It's been a pain because no one knows what they are doing next Friday or they don't know if they will have a ride there. I live walking distance of the Capitol Theatre and I took off next Friday so I have no problem there. I Find this kind of funny because I'm usually not in this position and not the other way around. I usually can't go...

AUGH! I just want Friday to come already.

There is a Shackeltons concert at the capitol theatre on August 1st at 8:00 pm. The tickets are $10.00 at the capitol theatre box office and can be bought from 11 to 3 from monday to friday or one hour prior to the show. I plan to go because I haven't gone to a concert in forever! I hope that if any of you guys go that I'll see you there!

If you don't know anything about The Shackeltons you should go to www.theshackeltons.com to find out more.

I feel like my summer is going but not fast enough... do any of you guys feel like this?